Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Guilt Has Start To Set In

My life since April and turn until a whirlwind from passing of love one, family feud and other half going for a better career. But it took a toll of me as I had ignore myself physically. People starting to notice the prosperity of my belly and also my face being puffed up.

Yesterday I dragged my arse to the gym and started to work my self hard. Getting my heart pumped to the maxed. It felt good but the after effect of the pain in gonna come the next day. I am gonna start back my regime of 3 times a week work out plan (Keeping my fingers crossed). Now that my buttocks muscle hurts, my arm and my chest. Surprisingly the core of my stomach also hurts. That is the signs that it is working....but not hard enough.

I weigh myself this morning and the figures does not look good on me. It is at 180lbs (85kgs). The ideal weight range is 148 - 162.8 lbs. (67.3 - 74 kg.).You are overweight by 17.2 lbs. (8 kg.) or between 118.11 and 159.62 pounds. Now my BMI is at 28.19 which means I am overweight.

The BMI values correspond to the following body analysis:
Underweight = <18.5>
Normal weight = 18.5-24.9
Overweight = 25-29.9
Obesity = BMI of 30 or greater

(Here is a picture of FAT).
So Now I Weight at 85kgs.
Breakfast I just had a piece of Wholemeal Bread with Water.



Thursday, April 23, 2009

Why you need to exercise and getting started


Why do you need to exercise?


You can lose weight just by dieting alone – eating less to create a calorie deficit which your body will compensate for by burning up fat for energy. However, for easier and long-lasting weight loss, it’s best to do some exercise too, because:


Exercising burns up calories, meaning you get to eat more – allowing you to easily get all the nutrients that you need and enjoy an occasional treat!


Your appetite can be regulated by exercise, making it easier to stick to your diet.
Muscles are built up by exercise: this both prevents you from losing muscle instead of fat when you diet, and also helps tone and shape your body. Even better, a pound of muscle burns up more calories than a pound of fat – many experts believe up to an extra 50 calories per day per pound of muscle.


There are a number of health benefits from exercising which go beyond weight loss. Your immune system gets a boost – meaning you’re less likely to catch colds – and exercise is also recommended to fight mild depression and stress.
Getting started: exercise for beginners
If you’re new to exercise, make sure you begin gently and build up slowly. Many of us aren’t even meeting the minimum recommended guidelines, so that’s a good point to aim for to being with!


Start off with light exercise, such as gentle walking, and progress to brisk walking, jogging or cycling. If you’re very overweight and unfit, just do a few minutes each day during the first week, then add five or ten minutes a day during each subsequent week until you can exercise for half an hour continuously.


Don’t be put off joining a gym by thinking that it’ll be full of super-fit bodybuilders with bulging muscles – gyms are used by a wide range of people, many of them beginners. The most common reason given for joining a gym is wanting to lose weight – so there’ll be lots of fellow dieters there who are also trying to get into shape.


Many gyms offer a free personalised programme as part of your induction – take full advantage of this, and explain what you want to achieve to your instructor. They’ll make a plan especially for you: it might seem challenging to begin with but should be achievable.
Staying motivated


Find an exercise buddy to work out with – this could be one of your colleagues who’ll come for a walk with you at lunchtime, a friend who’ll meet you for a swim after work, or your partner who’ll go jogging with you at the weekend. It’s much harder to weasel out of a workout when you’ve made a commitment to someone else to do it.


Alternatively, if you really can’t find someone to work out with, make sure your exercise becomes a habit. Perhaps you always go to the gym on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays – or maybe first thing Saturday morning is a great time to hit the swimming pool. Put your exercise sessions in your diary at the start of the week and treat them as non-negotiable appointments.
After you’ve been exercising for a few weeks or months, you might be getting bored of your usual workout. This is a great time to mix things up a bit: try out some new machines in the gym (the instructors are always happy to demonstrate the correct technique), sign up for a new class that you’ve not tried before, take a different route on your next walk or run.
Sometimes we become focused on the end result of exercise – getting to an ideal weight, fitting into those old jeans, or having great muscles. Don’t forget to enjoy the journey too … exercise should be rewarding and even fun on a daily basis, not just as a series of steps towards a distant goal.



Seeing improvements


Keep a notebook or spreadsheet with a record of all your exercise sessions, right from day one. It’s extremely motivating to look back and see the progression you’ve made. Read over your log whenever you’re feeling discouraged. Perhaps the first time you used the treadmill in the gym, you could only walk briskly for ten minutes … and now you’re jogging for twenty. Maybe that initial swimming session that you were apprehensive about in week four has now become a bi-weekly treat.


Have your programme reviewed regularly at the gym: the instructors will help you to step it up a notch so you see continual improvements rather than stagnating. Alternatively, just progress to the next level on cardio machines and add a few kilos to the weights you’re lifting every four-six weeks: once level 10 on the crosstrainer starts getting easy and comfortable, kick it up to level 11!


Once you’ve been working out for a few months or even years, exercise has hopefully become an integral part of your life. Whenever you feel that it’s a waste of time, or that you “should do more”, remember yourself before you started exercising. If you’re anything like me, your former self would probably be astonished at how much activity you now fit into your life … and how much you enjoy it!


Keep track of your weight, body fat percentage and waist size: have you dropped a few pounds? Has your body fat percentage reduced? Are you buying clothes in a smaller size? These are all great signs that your exercise is paying off, and a deserved reward for all your hard work!

Controlling Food Day

Yesterday was a day where I tried to control.....I was planning to go out for lunch for some noodles instead of rice. Thus, it did not happen as the air con service and security personnel came to fixed things and do their job.

I got my good collegue to buy me fried noddles for lunch and have to gulp everthing fast as I need to supervised the works. I know it is not good but work has to be done.

I was rushing like make from one serive person to another to ensure that all is in order. I hope by me running around back and forth had made me burn more calories than normal.

Work finished at 4.45pm, gosh managed to catch my breath at last. It did not stop there though, my fingers starts getting busy typing the report for the day. I ended my work at 6.45pm and headed back home. Traffic was a little pack but I managed to squeeze my way through.

Home at last......thinking of munching something.......kitchen I went and there was no dinner made. I went to take a cold bath, wishing it will stop a little of my cravings. When I came out form the bath, viola there is this sinful Hamzah Burger on the table. Wow that is DINNER. I want to resist but I can't, I quickly dash off to change to a comfy house coat.

I took the Aspen Serum De L- Carnitine L-Carnitine is a natural nutrient that can be synthesized in the human liver, as well present in the foods we eat; it has been shown to protect cells throughout the body against age-related degeneration. It taste lime and it is a start.

Took my dinner to the computer room and starting munching it...hmmmmmm tastefully sin. I later had 1 Banana and 2 pcs of cut Papaya. That is all I had plus not forgetting a glass of water.

Came Morning Sunshine, I weight myself at 183lbs (83kgs)........

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

32 The Mansion Dinner

It was a rush back home to get ready for a fine dining dinner at 32 The Mansion. Before that I eaten 2 pcs of Tau Sar Pheah just to hold my stomach till then. While driving I was thinking of what to have for dinner.

Breakfast as usual I will have my Hi-Fibre Cereal for starters and lunch I had to go out so no choice lunch outside. Darn sinful lunch I had a Double Cheese Burger at MCd. My calories are rising....Ok. Dinner I shall have a lighter main course.

Upon arriving there, as usual I will enjoy the sea breeze the blows through my face. We then went in and seated with the menu teasing my pallet and desire. I controlled myself and stick to my decision which I had made to myself while driving. At last I ordered all Ala Carte instead of the Dinner Set Menu.
I had a Long Island Tea as my drink followed by a Bulgarian Salad that has lots of very including walnuts and a drizzle of Feta Cheese. The combo was not that much recommended. My main course I had the Baked Salmon with Horseradish which was superb.

For a little sweet tooth of mine I had the Tiramisu accompanied by Long Back Coffee without sugar or creamer.

The nite ended just nice, I was totally fulfilled with such wondrous food. I head back home took and nice lovely cold bath as the nite was humid. Chatter here and there with my parents before heading the sack of my comfy bed and pillow. I had a peaceful sleep with no dreams nor disturbance from my girls (4 little dogs).


When morning broke, I weight myself and it was 187lbs (82kg). I shall try to bring it down 2lbs this week. Wish me luck.




Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Food Planning - Menu

The first step is getting a routine on track...and to set it off. I would need to come up with a menu that fits my lifestyle including my life.

There is so much of diet plan and routine which is available on the WWW (World Wide Web) but I think it would need to be compatible with the person. My plan would be something which I can prepare the day before to eat while I am driving to work and to bring to work. Since the economy crisis eating out has come to RM5 for breakfast and RM6 for lunch. Per day meal consumption will be of RM11. (I think for Penang is cheaper compare to Kuala Lumpur). My dear friend in Kuala Lumpur spend RM6 for breakfast and RM10-RM15 for lunch.

Malaysian food is fantastic and I would declare it as FOOD PARADISE. We have so much varieties from Chinese, Malay, Indian, Italian and Western. You just could not resist to fulfil you taste buds. There is where we eat unconditionally and without conscience. The portion is also huge and not small at the same price.

If you are looking for something small, will be desserts.....sweet....tasty...that really melts your heart and soul into a wonderland. You could not resist and start to help yourself with a second servings.
This plan I just draft it out like yesterday and would need some tweaking on the menu...
Breakfast list -
  1. Egg Sandwiches
  2. Tuna Sandwiches
  3. Yogurt
  4. Omelet- Belle pepper, Onion, Garlic & Tomatoes/Raisin
  5. Cabbage Sandwiches

Lunch list -
  1. Fresh Salad with Bacon's
  2. Fruit Salad with Raisin
  3. Nutritious Herbal Soup
  4. Grilled Chicken Breast with Green Peas
  5. Grilled Mint Chicken with Mixed Veg's

I am in a midst of getting a Sous Chef to come up a menu which will fit my lifestyle. I will be able to finalise the menu by this week.

Weight Diary

It has come the time to wake up and realise that the world does not revolves around you, but YOU revolved around it.

Waking up in the morning, knowing that I had too good of a dinner yesterday had made my guilt sink in. I weight myself and was to a shock of 187lbs (85kg). This has gotten way out of hand. I used to weight only at 132lbs (60kg). I did not really put my heart into getting myself including my self esteem back.

Fat...Obesity.....Pig....Hog.......there are so many names people call and it is sad. In the olden days, fat is beauty. Now the society had changed so much.......people's feeling is also being hurt so much........depression sets in......mentality starts to crank.......it is never ending.

Can being a plus size also be BEAUTIFUL and LOVED. I believe there is, and it is rare too. I believe everyone in BEAUTIFUL on the INSIDE. So here is the journey to BETTER HEALTH & NOT BETTER WEIGHT.
Let the Journey Begins.